You have an honest and sincere approach to life and you should maintain this in every way possible. The mental state of depression in your case could be based on just your style of thinking the unthinkable and imaginations.
The time ahead starting in Aug 2022 onwards is good and positive for you and the supporting time would get extended up to Oct 2023, so if your attempts are during this period you could hit success, of course depending on the extent of your preparation and efforts.
You would have good professional career and will earn good name in the society.
Karka lagna with the lagna lord Moon posited in the sixth house in conjunction with Sun, Mercury and Ketu; Tenth lord Mars posited in the eighth house.
Retrograde Jupiter and Sun conjunct in the ninth house in the Dashamsha; Moon Maha Dasha ongoing and Mercury Antar Dasha starts in Aug 2022.