You have learnt to do things the sincere and hard way. You need to develop practicality and endurance.
You could have had over reliance on others as past karma, which needs to go now and start being independent and less dependent on others. You also need to try, to stay away from credit matters and external resources as much as possible.
You need to learn to guard confidential information carefully and overcome the nervousness of others knowing much about you.
Mesha lagna with lagna lord Mars in the third house; Exalted Sun and Venus posited in the lagna; Rahu conjunct Jupiter in the twelfth house in the sign of Meen.
Jupiter posited in the twelfth house in Vimshamsha conjunct Sun in Vrischik; Moon debilitated and posited in the eighth house conjunct retrograde Saturn.