You have quite a different style of thinking. Your bent of mind is differently made towards accepting or denying things, people and situations in life.
Thus for people with such attributes sometimes it takes a little bit more time for them to find a suitable life partner. As both, you and your partner, need to have good mutual understanding and compatible despite being unique.
The upcoming time from Dec 2023 onwards is conducive for you to be able to find your partner. You would have a happy conjugal life with your partner.
Leo ascendant with the ascendant lord Sun posited in the eighth house; Seventh lord retrograde Saturn posited in the ascendant conjunct retrograde Jupiter, Mars and North Node (Rahu); Mercury conjunct South Node (Ketu) posited in the seventh house; Jupiter major period ongoing Venus sub period starts from Dec 2023.