You have a unique personality and you could also have some sort of self doubt, despite having great skills, which you need to overcome.
As per your chart, the time is not ripe yet for you to find your partner. There could be some people whom you could get attracted to in times to come, which would be temporary.
You could come to know about your partner after the year 2029 and you will catch up with most aspects of life by then.
Best Wishes.
Aquarius ascendant with the ascendant lord Saturn posited in the eighth house conjunct seventh lord Sun; Eighth and fifth lord Mercury posited in the seventh house; Venus major period ongoing and Mercury sub period starts in 2029.