You have a unique personality and you could also have some sort of self doubt, despite having great skills, which you need to overcome.

As per your chart, the current ongoing time is not conducive for you to find a partner till around mid of 2023 and thereafter you have a positive period of time commencing when you may expect things to move favourably for you.

Take things as they come, try and avoid pre-meditated opinions and approach with a free and open mind and you will be able to develop deep relationships sooner.

Best Wishes.