You are incredibly ambitious, you do not want an ordinary life. You want to make a meaningful contribution to the world. You, too, desire a safe and stable future. You're also drawn to life's worldly pleasures.

Your life purpose may give you with intellectual qualities that can be utilized to help others and better society. With pride and integrity, you must pursue an autonomous life path and a professional career, and you must lead society in the right way by doing something consistent.

It is up to you to foresee and decide the mission of your life depending on your capabilities, knowledge and skills. You can start with giving back to society in some form.

Best Wishes.