You have dual personality one which is known only to you and another which you project to the world.
Your fortune in terms of your married life would be fluctuating. Astrology cannot decipher with which particular person you would get married but it can give the compatibility between two individuals with their birth charts' analysis.
The current time is not conducive for you to take ne initiatives in this regard till Sep 2023 and you can take a well planned action thereafter.
Best Wishes.
Mithuna lagna with the lagna lord Mercury posited in the third house conjunct Sun; Moon conjunct rahu posited in the lagna; Ketu posited in the seventh house; Seventh lord Jupiter posited in the fifth house conjunct Mars.
Mercury Maha Dasha with Saturn Antar Dasha ongoing till Sep 2023.