You have dual personality, one that is known only to you and the other which the world knows about.
The current time is good for you till Feb 2023 and you can expect things to move in a positive direction. If the situation doesn't get sorted out by then, the next conducive time starts for you from March 2024 onwards, when you can expect normalcy.
Keep your emotions under control and maintain diplomatic communication with all concerned, gradually things would become normal.
Vrishabha lagna with the lagna lord Venus posited in the second house in conjunction with Mercury; Sun posited in the lagna.
Lord of eighth and eleventh houses retrograde Jupiter posited in the sixth house conjunct Rahu; Moon, Mars and Ketu conjunct in the twelfth house; Sun Maha Dasha running with Jupiter Antar Dasha till Feb 2023.