Hi Hh, Your chart suggests many trials and attempts in matters of relationship. Your disposition and personality type is emotional in nature, but your partners usually will lack the empathy and emotional quotient that you would be capable of, moreover an arranged marriage little later in life is better for you than a love marriage. If you feel that you are at guilt of cheating on your boyfriend then just mention that to him and how you feel about it, without intent of getting back or being accepted. Following path of truth and submission will help you find the right direction. Incase, your boyfriend does not respond or is not keen, then don't pursue further once you have told him your thoughts, wait for next 7 months and then after March 2023, try to connect again with him. Destiny can bring you both together next year and if it doesn't happen, then this person won't be of any importance for the future. Hope this helps your situation in life currently.