You are a very sensitive and emotional person while being straight-forward. You are a soft-hearted individual with generally a focussed approach towards achieving things in life.
The current time is not so conducive for your marriage and if possible you need to plan it after Feb 2023 when things could be relatively better for you.
Your decision to get married without your parents consent may effect your father more than your mother, but things would be gradually normalised with time, if you delay the proceedings.
Makar lagna with the lagna lord retrograde Saturn posited in the eleventh house; Seventh lord Moon posited in the lagna; Saturn has its full aspect on Moon in lagna; Exalted Venus is conjunct debilitated Mercury and Jupiter, Rahu in the third house.
Jupiter Maha Dasha ongoing and Venus Antar Dasha starts in Feb 2023.