You will meet your Guru if you have deep desire to meet him/her. It is said that Guru will choose you, you can't choose Guru, also situations could present themselves to teach and guide you on life lessons.
As per your chart, there is no issue with respect to your libido and the current time is such that it could keep your moods disconnected on many aspects, which would gradually change by the year 2023 and thereafter you would be back to your normal self.
You need to involve yourself with people close to you and keep yourself in good spirits which would gradually prop you up.
Taurus ascendant with ascendant lord Venus exalted in the eleventh house; Lord of seventh house debilitated and posited in the third house; Retrograde Jupiter posited in the seventh house.
Fourth lord Sun exalted in the twelfth house and is conjunct South Node (Ketu); Saturn Major Period and Sun Sub Period ongoing till Jan 2023.