You try too hard and, as a result, get strong enough right fro the beginning. It would give you a strong pioneering spirit.
Your development of mind takes good time in every aspect of life and you take good time, more than generally required to grasp the holistic picture and it is possible that you could be bogged down by small details and inability to look at the big picture, you may think of changes in this direction.
Your self fulfilment could come through by giving up some of the needs and helping others to attain a sense of their worth.
You would have quite a niche ability of being an arbitrator and resolving matters of others which would give you inner peace.
There could be an innate ability to do all things by yourself, which you need to overcome and start relying on others.
Best Wishes.
South Node (Ketu) posited in the Leo ascendant and North Node (Rahu) posited in the seventh house; Ascendant lord Sun posited in the eighth house conjunct a debilitated Mercury.
Exalted Mars posited in the sixth house with its full aspect on the twelfth house and the ascendant on the South Node (Ketu); Saturn posited in the fifth house in Sagittarius with its full aspect on the seventh house on North Node (Rahu)