You are a soft hearted individual with a tough and hard outlook, which you need to change to have good relationships in your life.
The current period is not quite conducive with respect to relationships and you need to tread carefully and things could start changing from Sep 2022. A strong foundation of relationship always requires truthful and transparent communication.
You should reach out to your girl friend and express genuine regret sort out things for things to proceed.
Best Wishes.
Karka lagna with lagna lord Moon in the third house in Kanya Rashi; Seventh lord Saturn is posited in the eleventh house conjunct Jupiter and Mercury.
Ashtakavarga score of seventh house is 30; Rahu MD and Rahu AD are running and Jupiter AD starts in Sep 2022.