As per your chart, you would have an introspection of a higher order and so it is natural for you to ponder upon your thoughts of duality of your material needs vis-a-vis your spiritual and/or creative side.
You need to follow the Dharma of fulfilling your responsibilities and obligations . So while carrying out these duties you need to meditate and ponder upon the higher purpose.
That would give you greater inner-satisfaction and need to bring smiles on everyone around. This would be the correct path to your realisation of your objectives.
Dhanu lagna with lagna lord Jupiter in the seventh house conjunct Sun and Mars; Moon debilitated in the twelfth house conjunct Ketu.
Lagna lord of Vimshamsha Jupiter posited in the eighth house conjunct Moon and Venus. Ashtakavarga score of twelfth house of Vimshamsha is 30.