You have a soft heart, mature and gentle mind. You could have a tendency to trust people easily.
The current time is not so conducive to you and you should take a back seat in such matters till around Aug 2022 and there after things will slowly start catching up in your favour.
It will take time for the hurt and sadness to go away, but it will surely go and more so after you find your love.
Dhanu lagna with lagna lord retrograde Jupiter debilitated in the second house; Seventh lord Mercury in the eighth house conjunct Sun; Seventh lord debilitated in the Navamsha in the twelfth house.
Jupiter Maha Dasha and Venus Antar Dasha running with Rahu Pratyantar Dasha till Aug 2022.