You have quite a defensive personality and you would always seek attention of others around you including your near and dear ones and friends.
The current time is not so conducive as per your chart, for you to get in to relationships and this volatile time would start changing over from Apr-May 2025, so you could get what you deserve after a long delay, provided you take the initiatives.
You need to take a step back and focus on other things for some time before moving ahead.
Karka Lagna with Lagna lord in the Lagna itself conjunct a debilitated Mars, Mercury and Saturn; Venus posited in own sign Vrishabh in the eleventh house.
Retrograde Jupiter is in a Kendra in Tula; The seventh lord Saturn in Lagna in Vrischik Navamsha; Mars is exalted in Navamsha.
Seventh lord Saturn transiting in to the eighth house currently till 2025.