As per your chart, emotions and sentiments drive your thoughts and they are quite important for you and you bring them on in every part of your life, this is the aspect you may like to change, for having good and satisfactory life, you need to be more practical in real life.
You need to engage yourself completely in doing something which is your love and passion and gradually you will find yourself a completely changed person.
Your chart does indicate good earnings and also a professional engagement, thus you need to put in all efforts to break the monotony and look for change which will surely benefit you in the long run.
Mesha Lagna with exalted Sun conjunct Venus in the Lagna; Lagna lord in the third house; Moon conjunct retrograde Saturn in the eighth house;
Tenth and eleventh lord retrograde Saturn in the eighth house conjunct a debilitated Moon; Saturn in the eighth house in the Dashamsha.
Ashtakavarga scores of tenth and eleventh houses are 39 each.