According to your horoscope, your attraction towards a boy is natural. But the time is not good enough that you will be able to take any decision or take action in this matter. You should wait till July 2023 next year and think till then with the rest of your life.
It may happen that next year in 2023, you will have a change of heart and the way you think about this boy will change. If it doesn't, then you should decide on what feels right.
Have patience until July 2023, after that the stars will align.