You would have a sharp and analytical mind and you would generally attempt to balance out everything and every situation. Along with this bent of mind you would be quite emotional and could have a tendency to get emotions cloud your thought process.
You need to detach the emotions and go over about your life as normal. To get a control over this situation you may like to practice meditation and yoga which would bring in peace.
If possible start by changing the company and environment, which would give a positive distraction.
Gemini ascendant with the ascendant lord Mercury posited in the ninth house conjunct Sun; Moon posited in the ascendant and retrograde Jupiter exalted and posited in the second house; Mars posited in the seventh house and is under the asterism of Moola.